14.6.09

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a package of nothing.
i live in perpetual fear of having to explain myself
of being challenged
i create such a black hole being like this
i hate sharing
i can't share lest it's thrown back in my face
maybe it's a simple 'fear of rejection'
probably of the garden variety
to make it even more banal
even more mediocre
even more mundane
what brilliant fucking words those are
banal.. mediocre.. mundane..
fucking awesome
so what's in the package?
oh... nothing.

4 comments:

  1. Sure, but what does this mean?
    I demand you explain yourself, immediately.

    Not really! Welcome back, LIly. It's always a pleasure.

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  2. hehe, damn! that was frightening.

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  3. I bet if you looked again through all the wrapping paper, bubble wrap, string, sticky tape and stuff you would find a chocolate shaped like a love heart wrapped in red foil....I need your address xx

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  4. ohhhh, thank you! i think there *was* a little chocolate in there at one stage but I might have eaten it :( you can write me at lily.marshal@gmail.com?

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